Saturday, July 18, 2009

18 july 2009

Well its Saturday!! big deal.. when you have been off work for a while weekends tend to blend together, what it generally means is your friends might be available for a pint. As a personal guideline i don't drink midweek, viewing it as a bad habit and something which could escalate if unchecked.

Thinking a lot of things people have said to me lately, most of which is just jealous crap and simply unfounded; trouble is my depression and lack of work tends to support these notion when the reality of the system is clearly different. A recent job interview which i did not get produced a surprise in the organisation, offered to provide a character reference for me; acknowleding my difficulties in returning to work. I have on with the NHS in a couple of weeks, if i do the research it could be a winner! fingers crossed..

My dads operation is fast comming up, we all know it.. my brothers taking my parents to lunch tommorow with his girlfriend, i tend to view this as political as they can be scheming buggers at the best of times. -Whatever- i was going to go to the gym instead, maybe take Oscar out in the afternoon for a walk..

Feels like i am waiting, but it always feels that way.

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