I have noticed lately that i am reluctant to make new friends, or even try!! I mean i am 38 now and the prospect of meeting new people specifically male friends makes me extremely uncomfortable, twice today whilst at the CAB i have been chating with people and got into a rythm but inside i wanted to make excuses and walk away. I didn't but.. why am i like that? i guess it might be one of those 'comfort zone' things..
Oh well i guess i need to work on it, but its like when people are talking too me part of me wants to look out the window!! i don't and actively engage in the conversation but its not something i like.
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